Time Worked: 3:45 - 7:30 PM
Total Time: 2 hrs, 30 mins
Today I worked on implementing the map. Got a little discouraged when I watched a video about how Enter the Gungeon was made. So weird, like it's an awesome game and I'm happy for the guys who make it... but sometimes I just feel kinda depressed after watching those kinds of videos. I think it's because I start to compare myself to them. And then see all the things that they have accomplished. And it makes me feel like I can't' do it or something.
But that's fucking bullshit. What's true is, I will never be anyone else but me. I can't go back in time and suddenly have a bunch of Game Dev experience or start when I was 5 or something. Or just snap my fingers and be a success.
I have to make my own path. This is the path here. This is the work it takes to do it. This is my story and nobody else's. I don't know the end or what will happen next. There will never be a way to know until either I'm there or I die. I just know I have to keep working and we'll see what happens, that's all anyone can do.
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